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“LUCKY”

By Stephen

In the exam room chair, a chair where 1000’s of other anxious souls have sat before me, they took 15 minutes and a 10 blade and they cut into my nose.

What was left, was a gaping 1 inch hole.

They called me a week later to tell me the results were benign, they told me I was lucky.

As “luck” would have it I was indeed lucky, I wasn’t going to need something horrific such as “Mohs” surgery, a thought that was weighing heavily on my mind.

But this second scar on my face would send me into a tailspin of despair and regret. One that even 5 months later I am struggling to overcome.

Filed Under: Facial Scar, Overcoming Body Dysmorphic Disorder

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About Stephen

My name is Stephen and I was officially diagnosed with BDD in October of 2012. I have lived with it my whole life. This blog is my story, my shame, and my path to recovery. It starts on Day 1 of my new life. To live, and love myself, to teach others how to do the same, and learn more about what it means to live with body dysmorphic disorder. Here are some resources that I use...