I sit here, wondering where the year has gone. Wondering how 2012 turned into 2014.
And very little has changed. Still deep in my thoughts, the more alone I become the more lost I feel… deep into this abyss.
A tunnel of fear is where I exist. Fear of my shadow now, even it is a disgrace. Dark and distorted, it reveals a truth. A heartless, soulless impression of my body, without light.
I fear this is all that is left. At 36 can this be it? Is this me?
Destined to live out my days in fear of a reflection I cannot bear to accept. How sad, what a waste of a good life!
